.: it's decided!!:.

Assalamualaikumm....

hmmm...afta a few disscussion....

its decided on 24th january 2015

Can't wait...

.:tiada kata:.

Assalamualaikum....


tiada kata yg dapat ak gambarkan betapa ak gembira dn bahagia di saat ini...
semoga ia akn terus berkekalan begini....
aminn...

.:biar ia berbicara:.

Assalamualaikum w.b.t...

Salam 1Malaysia...

kalau kau carik yg sempurna itu bukan ak....

sebab itu ak sllu buat salah....

kerana ak xsempurna...

biarlah gambar yg berbicara tentang perasaanku....

andainya kau tahu...

maka....kau hargailah....

jika tidak....kau lepaskanlah...

jeritan batinku....

.:seis ak ase bahagia:.

Assalamualaikum w.b.t...

Salam Bahagia...

walaupun bawu beberapa bulan ak mengenalinya...

seisly ak rse bahagia...

dialah insan pertama yg bersungguh-sungguh untuk menjadikan ak suri hatinya...

dialah insan pertama yg bersungguh-sungguh mahu mengahwiniku...

alhamdulillah...

ada juga insan yg sudi terima ak seadanya..

in sha allah...

inilah yang terakhir....

^_^

.:sajak xjadi:.

Assalamualaikum....

Salam 1malaysia

Ak mang kompem aa xreti bersajak bagai ni...

tapi kengkadang berminat gk...

hmmm...

cenni pn ok kott....

pantai...

kn selalu ada dn teguh setia pada ombak..

walaupun ombak kasar dan ganas...

hilangnya pasir datangnya rajuk..

namun ia tetap setia disitu...

siang akan diakhiri dengan malam...

dn begitulah hingga akhirnya...

walaupun dimana sahaja di dunia ini...

rindu yang tidak pernah jemu...

tidak pernah melupakan keduanya..

sampai sini dulu..

nt sambung..

bleyh x centu??

hmmm....

ak mcm nk tulis sl setia...

tp tetibe ade ayat sl rindu lk...

poning...

hahahaa...

nt la baiki....

k aaaaa...

wassalammm...

.:peringatan:.

Assalamualaikum....

just wanna tell dat...
all this while...
i'm very tired cuz always be the one who give in at any circumstances....
and also i hv to tke cre of others heart...
so,who will tke cre of my heart??
they always broke my heart...
into piecess...



i really hope dat...
afta dis...
i will get someone who always care bout me...
care bout my feelings...
n hope dat he will not hurt my heart cuz i don't wanna get hurt again....

.:for U:.

Assalamualaikum w.b.t....

Salam satu Malaysia... ^_^

Afta what i go thru in my life...

seriously i think i had enaff with love and sacrifices..

n seriously i oredy used almost a decade of my life just to noe someone that i dunno will be mine or not...but in the end....

the answer is not...

So, for U who a new in my life..

i hope that u don't make me regret giving my time for u...

\

if u feel like u gonna break my heart....plss do tell me now..

if not,my heart will broken againn...

n mybe after this happen...

u won't c me again in this world...

cuz i will dissappear from u and others...

n most of the thing in my life....

I really hope that u can accept who am i Today...

n plss don't judge me by my past...

if u wanna noe..i will story u everythings about my life....

actually...i wish that u will become mine...

but i scare to put a hope....

i don't wanna end up hurting again...

-_-

.:r u crazy?:.

Assalamualaikum w.b.t....

Salam sejahtera....

yes!!

because u r the reason...

y i'm smiling again..

thanks!!

still not yet!!

but surely will come the times..

just keep waiting n waiting...

but i promise to myself that...

this time i'm not hoping anything from anyone...

just go thru with the way that Allah create for me..

anyway...

thanks ALLAH for this feeling...

^_^

.:sebaLL !!:.

assalamualaikum w.b.t...

Seriously...ak mang tataw langsung kerja-kerja admin nih...

dn ak memang amat memerlukn tunjuk ajar...

tp ntah knape cm ssh sangat org kt cn nk tunjuk kt ak cne care kerjanye..

semuanya main arah jek..tunjuk jek..

ape..ingat die kje lame..die tahu sume mende la??

kalau die blaja sendiri,ak pn kene blaja sendiri la eyh??

xd sistem bantu membantu ke??

ak pn tak paham la perangai manusia nih...

baik keje ngn gajah..

lagi senang hati ak..

hmmm......

seball btol...

xtau la ase cne hati ni...

tp seball btol ngn perangai diorang nih....

haishhh!!!

.:keep thinking...:.

Assalamualaikum duniaa...

Salam satu Malaysia...

mst korang blurrr bile si dia nk bawak jmpe keluarge die...

semua perasaan pn ade...

bercampur baur....

dlm hati mst pk macam2..

nk pakai baju ape...

nk cakap ape..

ak nih dh la comott...sempoi...selambe...

abih aa kalau ak kt tmpt tu..

haissshhhh....

nth2 ak yg byk cakap ni terdiam seribu bahasa..

hahahahaa....

sllu laki kalau dh bawak jmpe family ni mst serius punyee...

hmmm....

die serius ke??

bila hati berbicaraaa.....

.:new job,new envi,new place:.

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

Syukur alhamdulillah ku panjatkan ke hadrat Ilahi kerana dengan limpah dn kurnianya akhirnya ak mendapat kerja yang bolh membuatkan ma dn ayah tersenyum lebarr...

ak tau kerja sebagai seorang Nature Guide adalah kerja yang paling best yang pernah ak buat..

i hv plenty of time to do things dat i like the most...

working with a cuties elephants in National Elephant Conservation Center make me feel more closer to them..with a better environment and friendly staff..

but if i continue work there especially with my current family situation..It really hard then..

so,with da work that i got now..i feel relief because at last i hv a job...

evnthough its only a contract for now...but i will mke sure i'll do my very best...

hebatnya percaturan allah...hanya DIA sahaja yang mengetahuinya...

ak diminta melapor diri sehari selepas hari lahirku yang ke-26 tahun...

mkcikku pula menawarkan ak untuk tinggal dirumahnya sementara waktu...

dn ak pula bertemu dengan seseorang yang buat mase ini memahami ak..hehehe...

syukur alhamdulillah...

semua itu percaturan dari allah...

semoga allah mempermudahkan lagi jalan hidupku...

in sha allah..kalau kita sebagai manusia tidak lupa kepada-Nya...

Dia akan sentiasa membantu hambaNya...

Buat mase ini ak sedang cube sesuaikan diri dengan environment yang baru...

Doakan supaya ak berjaya dimana ak berada yek kawan2...

.:what i feel rite now:.

Assalamualaikum w.b.t...

Salam Sejahtera...

After 8years being together with him....

at last...i'm being a single again at age 26yrs old...

wahhhh!!!

but for me its ok..

mybe this is the first step of my life to move on at build a new life without depends on others..

and thanks for him because for the first time i feel really happy being a single..

seriously...

I'm happy....

so pls don't worry...

^_^

Even now we're back to normal...

but u r not a strangers for me.. ^_^

but mybe now we can't share many things like before..

cuz i don't think it suit our condition rite now..

u r just like my old fren...

so,i'll treat u just like fren...

hope u understand...

Even its hard for me to forget everything happen to us...

cuz u gave sooooo much to remember..

but life must go on...

and i will make sure that i move on...

i promise!!!

for u...

thanks for accept me in ur life even for 8years only...

thanks for giving me many advice and lead me...

thanks for introduce me to ur family...

thanks for loving and taking care of me back then...

thanks for tha things i can't explain here...

thanks for everythings...

i will keep that in memory...

surely not erase them at all...

hehehehe..

don't worry....

^_^

.:penantiannn~~berhasil ke?:.

Assalamualaikum semua...

setelah ape yg berlaku...

setelah semua yang kulalui...

setelah penat ak pertahankan...

setelah bertahun penantiann....

akhirnyaa.....

"ak tidak mampu membuatmu bahagia"

"ak xbolh bg komitmen"

dn macam2 lg....

so,korang tau la kn ape jawapannye??

xp la...mungkin kami memang tiada jodoh..

semoge die berbahagia dengan pilihannya...

dn ak....

allah pasti menyediakn seseorang utk ak...

yg ak punyai tulang rusuk kirinya ini...

smoge allah mempermudahkan jalan hidup ak...

aminn....

^_^