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Showing posts with label jiWa KaCaU. Show all posts

Tuesday, January 6, 2015

.:tiada kata:.

Assalamualaikum....


tiada kata yg dapat ak gambarkan betapa ak gembira dn bahagia di saat ini...
semoga ia akn terus berkekalan begini....
aminn...

Tuesday, December 30, 2014

.:biar ia berbicara:.

Assalamualaikum w.b.t...
Salam 1Malaysia...







kalau kau carik yg sempurna itu bukan ak....
sebab itu ak sllu buat salah....
kerana ak xsempurna...


biarlah gambar yg berbicara tentang perasaanku....
andainya kau tahu...
maka....kau hargailah....
jika tidak....kau lepaskanlah...


jeritan batinku....

Wednesday, December 10, 2014

.:for U:.

Assalamualaikum w.b.t....
Salam satu Malaysia... ^_^

Afta what i go thru in my life...
seriously i think i had enaff with love and sacrifices..
n seriously i oredy used almost a decade of my life just to noe someone that i dunno will be mine or not...but in the end....
the answer is not...
So, for U who a new in my life..
i hope that u don't make me regret giving my time for u...
\
if u feel like u gonna break my heart....plss do tell me now..
if not,my heart will broken againn...
n mybe after this happen...
u won't c me again in this world...
cuz i will dissappear from u and others...

n most of the thing in my life....
I really hope that u can accept who am i Today...
n plss don't judge me by my past...
if u wanna noe..i will story u everythings about my life....
actually...i wish that u will become mine...
but i scare to put a hope....
i don't wanna end up hurting again...
-_-




Tuesday, December 9, 2014

.:r u crazy?:.


Assalamualaikum w.b.t....
Salam sejahtera....


yes!!
because u r the reason...
y i'm smiling again..
thanks!!

still not yet!!
but surely will come the times..
just keep waiting n waiting...
but i promise to myself that...
this time i'm not hoping anything from anyone...
just go thru with the way that Allah create for me..
anyway...
thanks ALLAH for this feeling...
^_^

Tuesday, December 2, 2014

.:sebaLL !!:.

assalamualaikum w.b.t...
Seriously...ak mang tataw langsung kerja-kerja admin nih...
dn ak memang amat memerlukn tunjuk ajar...
tp ntah knape cm ssh sangat org kt cn nk tunjuk kt ak cne care kerjanye..
semuanya main arah jek..tunjuk jek..
ape..ingat die kje lame..die tahu sume mende la??
kalau die blaja sendiri,ak pn kene blaja sendiri la eyh??
xd sistem bantu membantu ke??

ak pn tak paham la perangai manusia nih...
baik keje ngn gajah..
lagi senang hati ak..
hmmm......
seball btol...
xtau la ase cne hati ni...
tp seball btol ngn perangai diorang nih....

haishhh!!!

Saturday, November 15, 2014

.:thinking bout dat:.

Assalamualaikum....

bile dh umo 26tahun ni...
ak mule terpk utk mempunyai sebuah keluarge..
dlm erti kata lain...
"berkaHwin"...
tp kalau terlalu memilih sangat....
susah jugak...
sb kalau org lain pulak uat pilihan...
adakah ak masok dalam senanrai diorang??
hahahahaa...
berangannn.....


jadi kite kenalah selalu mohon jodoh yang baik-baik....
orang yang baik ditakdirkan untuk orang yang baik....
jadi ak mgkn ditakdirkn utk org yg lebih kurang macam ak...
siapalah empunye tulang rusuk yg ak pakai ni...
harap2 die masih bernyawa...
^_^


nt bile dh seis..
nk bawak balik jumpe family supaya diorang leyh kenal...
leyh tau hati budi "die"...

pape pn...
ak masih menunggu siapa empunya tulang rusuk ini..
untuk melamarku menjadi isterinye yang sah...
^_^



Friday, October 3, 2014

.:what i feel rite now:.

Assalamualaikum w.b.t...
Salam Sejahtera...

After 8years being together with him....
at last...i'm being a single again at age 26yrs old...
wahhhh!!!
but for me its ok..
mybe this is the first step of my life to move on at build a new life without depends on others..
and thanks for him because for the first time i feel really happy being a single..
seriously...
I'm happy....
so pls don't worry...
^_^


Even now we're back to normal...
but u r not a strangers for me.. ^_^
but mybe now we can't share many things like before..
cuz i don't think it suit our condition rite now..
u r just like my old fren...
so,i'll treat u just like fren...
hope u understand...


Even its hard for me to forget everything happen to us...
cuz u gave sooooo much to remember..
but life must go on...
and i will make sure that i move on...
i promise!!!

for u...
thanks for accept me in ur life even for 8years only...
thanks for giving me many advice and lead me...
thanks for introduce me to ur family...
thanks for loving and taking care of me back then...
thanks for tha things i can't explain here...
thanks for everythings...
i will keep that in memory...
surely not erase them at all...
hehehehe..
don't worry....
^_^




Monday, July 28, 2014

.:penantiannn~~berhasil ke?:.

Assalamualaikum semua...

setelah ape yg berlaku...
setelah semua yang kulalui...
setelah penat ak pertahankan...
setelah bertahun penantiann....
akhirnyaa.....

"ak tidak mampu membuatmu bahagia"
"ak xbolh bg komitmen"
dn macam2 lg....

so,korang tau la kn ape jawapannye??
xp la...mungkin kami memang tiada jodoh..
semoge die berbahagia dengan pilihannya...
dn ak....
allah pasti menyediakn seseorang utk ak...
yg ak punyai tulang rusuk kirinya ini...
smoge allah mempermudahkan jalan hidup ak...
aminn....
^_^

Wednesday, July 9, 2014

.:berhabuk dah!!:.

Assalamualaikum w.b.t....
Salam 1Malaysia...

Sekian lama xupdate belogg ak nih...
serius dh berhabukk..
seb bek still igt pssword..heheehe...
sejak ak benti keje...
balik umah...tolong mk ayah...
malas lk nk mengupdate belogg nih...
padahal ni lah yg ak carik kalau ak sedih..gembira...sume laa...

sejak ak benti keje...
banyak keje lain yg ak buat...
macam amek tempahan menjahit baju...
buat kelas tusyenn...
kalau ade duit lebih...
ade la jugak ak join nek gunung memane..
dn macam2 lg laa...

asenye bln 3 kott...
my mom mule bukak kedai makan...
just jual sarapan pg jek..
tp alhamdulillah...sambutan menggalakkan...

macam bln 5 hari tu...
ak g nek gunung tahan...
leyh rujuk kt sini trip ak..
sb entry nih ak yang tulis....
hehehe...

then bln tujuh b4 puasa..
k.Naza n a.Alen kahwin...
diorang ni kenalan ak di Gunung...
dn alhamdulillah mnjadi kakak n abang ak...
hehehehe....

banyak la yg berlaku sepanjang yang ak xmengupdate nih....
tp alhamdulillah...
semua ak jalani dengan sabar dan tabah...

ooo...macam hubungn cinta ak lk...
ntah knape semakin hambar...
mgkn sb byk masalah antr kami...
dgn ak yg tidak bekerja...
dgn masa utk brjumpe pn xde...
ak pula sering sibukkan diri dgn aktvt di rumah...
pegi kebun...
tolong ma di kedai...
kelas tusyenn..
menjahit...
byk jugakk...
so mungkin sb tu kami kurang masa bersama...
tp xp laa...
ak masih bolh bersabar....
skrg ni masih menantikan jawapan die....
jwpn yg sekian lama ak tunggu...
walaupun ak dh tau jwpnnye...
tp ak nk tau sndirik dr mulut die...
hmmm....

ak harap ade pengakhiran yg baik dlm hubungan nih....
aminn....
^_^